To God or not to God? A series in a God led life

Is that really the question here?  Or perhaps the better question is to be accountable or not to be accountable?  If there is one down side to relationship-ing with the great Creator, i would have to say accountability is it.  Oh man, I've done something wrong and i need to make it right.  i believe that is why God can be such a testy, unsavory, conversation topic.  No one wants to be accountable to the likes of someone else's (idea) of who religion says God is.  Frankly either do i.  Religion, let's face it, has done a lot over the years in making nonbelievers out of humanity.  But come on, religion isn't God people, so stop falling for that one, it's the oldest trick in the book!!!  i don't fancy myself a religious person as much as i do a spiritual one.  It is, after all, who God created me to be.  And yes i find myself falling in and out of hypocrisy as much as the next guy, it's just that i recognize this as being a thing i need to work on because of my relationship with Him.  Ask yourself this question, is there an up-side to being in a relationship with God?  Not religion mind you, not the church, not historic or hysteric dogmatic interpretation and definitely not your own obscured acute misunderstood version of the maker of all either and or especially.  i challenge you to get to know this Being you don't and to do so intimately if not uniquely.  To stop messing around with your existence and be present in your every day choice making.  Wake up already and stop letting what you don't know dictate what you do.  To God or not to God?  Well yea!